| SAVE HEALING EARTH! |
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| 02:26pm 15/09/2005 |
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save healing earth benefit show.
healing earth has lost its lease and must close its doors at the end of september. the plan is to open before the new year. im throwing a benefit show to help fund the new location. please come out and support a store that has been a staple of the new age community for longer than most of us (including myself) have been alive.
HEALING EARTH BENEFIT
FEATURING:
IAN WISNIEWSKI
DOUG TRAVIS
MARIPOSA
THE SKULL
DISROBE
RAISE THE RED LANTERN
AND ONE T.B.A.
FRIDAY SEPT. 30TH
@ HEALING EARTH
3111 N. ASHLAND
5:30
5 DOLLAR DONATION
PLEASE COME AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT.
IAN |
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| 10:55pm 11/09/2005 |
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things can be serious
.boys will be boys
sometimes
i think
that things are getting better.
i hate to lie to myself. |
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| this saturday |
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| 08:09pm 05/07/2005 |
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mood:  tired
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sometime between one and four i will be playing a small set at the hemp fest. thats this saturday by montrose beach (east of cricket hill, just follow your nose)if your not there i will take it personaly. |
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| 10:12am 23/06/2005 |
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seriously, this place sucks. |
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| 06:24pm 07/06/2005 |
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mood:  apathetic
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comming soon- my punk album, it will dominate.
ok so i acutally just posted that cause i havent posted in a million years. |
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| 12:53pm 29/05/2005 |
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mood: tired
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ians birfday=tomorrow. |
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| ba ba ba ba baby ta ta ta ta t-shirts! |
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| 01:53am 21/05/2005 |
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mood:  drunk
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IM REAKLYT DRUNK.
I JUST WALKED LIKE 1 BILLOPN MILES!!!!!
ITWES WAS LIKE CRAZTY
BA BA AB AB BABAY! TA TAT TAT TSHIRTSZ!~
BUTS SERIOUS;LYT GUYAZ
FUCK
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LIVRE JOURNA;S FOE FAGUZZ AND BUTDS OX
I LIKE PIUNK
OI FAGDSW GO SUCK A FUCJK,. |
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| danger HIGH VOLTAGE!!! |
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| 12:44am 06/05/2005 |
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mood:  calm
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not even minor surgery(which i had today) could keep me from going to the electric six show (which i just got home from) |
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| 01:20pm 29/04/2005 |
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mood:  accomplished
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im so bored that i just shaved my pubic hair to spell my name. oh god how i wish i was kidding. i did an alright job for the tools i had to work with. i couldnt get the top opening in the a. its still readible tho. ill take a picture and email it to you if you wnt. |
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| 11:27pm 26/04/2005 |
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mood:  dorky
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i got a new cell phone!!!
i think that i buy thing to help me cope with things that i cant handle. it works.i cant think of all the shit that just happened cause i cant stop playing with my new toy. im always finding songs that when i listen to the lyrics i go WOW! i could have written that same song right now because it so acuratley decribes how i feel. this song is definately one of them. ive been hanging out with alot of people i havent seen in a long time. i hung out with a friend frm grade school tonight. i hung out with academy kids this weekend. i hope its not the beginning of a trend. acutally i dont care. some of my old friends were pretty cool. as long as i dont start hanging out with nique edelfuck again.i totally zoned out for the entirety of work today. it was wierd. i just looked at my phone, its so pretty. the room im in is orange, my new house rocks. i went to see some guy at truman with my mom today about me going back and finishing high school. i really dont want to, even tho i need 3 credits. fuck that. im not waking up at 7 again. fuck that bullshit. especially not to learn some bullshit math that i will pretend to understand because im never going to use it. im broke. this is the first time in like forever. its only temporary. like till tuesday. but still it sucks. i have like 30 bucjs for this entire weekend. i guess that means the drugs are on everybody else. ha! i love writing stream of conciousness. its fun. my slow ass typing skills cant keep up. theres a fly on the wall. fuck you virginia wolfe. you know how it goes. i watched a taping of taming of the sherw in humanities today. i hate shakespere. surriously. blank. blank. blank. nothing intresting happened today. its acutally like it didnt even exist. wait1 i got a new phone. thats interesting enough. ive had it like a few hours and have already sent like 100 texts. im like seriously addicted. i crave texting. i havent made a phone call all day but have probally made 300 texts. if i didnt have unlimited texting i would die. die. die. i remember when i went to see the misfits. i love hem but they sucked ass. where the fuck did that come from? shit i need to sleep. |
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| today was one of the worst days, ever. |
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| 06:27pm 24/04/2005 |
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mood:  depressed
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so all my confusion was cleared up, but that just made it all worse.
i woke up too early today, i dont know why, its just my sleep pattern. im way over tired. im sick. i felt like crap the whole day. i had to take a load from my old place to my new one with my dad. i didnt eat all day cause i had no food. i finally ate, and it made me feel worse. i tried to get in touch with tana all day only to find out later that her phone was stolen. it still caused me alot of grief. i tried to go to sleep and couldnt. everything just kinda sucked. then it got even worse. i finally talked to tana only to find that she wanted to break up. she doesnt want a boyfriend. it just wasnt working out. i hate it when those are the reasons for the end of a relationship. they leave too much to be desired of. it makes a bad situation 10,000,000 times worse than it already is. i know she can read this. i dont even care. i need to vent. i thought i was ok with it when i was talking to her online. but when i signed off i realized that i wasnt. i didnt cry, i cant do that over a girl. i just layed in bed. almost like i was in a coma. like shell shock. im still shaking. i could tell things were wierd between us latley, but i never expected this. i had such high hopes. thats what makes it so bad. i dont even really know what to make of all this. im still shocked that it happened. im not sure if it has fazed me for real yet. i guess this is just my luck with girls. only as i get older i take it harder. up until last week i thought everything was going amazing acutally. things were great. i got so happy to see her, even if it was just her coming to visit me on my break. it was just really cool spending time with her. then it got kinda wierd. this weekend espeacially. this weekend sucked completly. i saw alot of old friends, and it was great, but it was completly overshadowed by everything else. im starting to feel better just by typing this out. still not good. just the shock is wearing off. i just dont understand girls. although i think i have a decent grasp, ill never get some things. i dont understand for instance why (in this situation) she took drastic measures as opposed to more sensible ones. if she wasnt happy, why didnt she talk to me about it? i would have listened, i would have done my best to work things out. i thought we had a good thing going, so naturally i would have wanted to. if she would have told me how she was feeling then maybe it could have, and even if it still ended, i wouldnt have felt as bad, cause i couldnt have been suprised. this was my first girlfriend in over a year. i didnt want it to end this soon. i just dont know what to think anymore. i just dont know. it really sucks when shit like this happens, like i have nothing to look forward to in the imadiate future cause all my long term plans (over a week) were with her. thats what makes getting dumped all the worse. you think what am i gonna do tomorrow? ill hang out with tana...oh thats right...thats over... and then you go through your phone book 30 times and realize that no one sounds that appealing when you feel like shit. i dont want to get fucked up to deal with this either. getting high is acutally getting really boring, i think i might stop. its just not fun anymore. today was one of those days that you just wish it was all a dream.
-pinch- no of course its not a dream. i guess it was worth a try.
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coffee with mica made things much better. i love that girl. |
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| 10:33pm 23/04/2005 |
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im so confused, about a lot of things. :(
i hope im just being paranoied...
maybe its the tired/upset/frustrated/scared/stomach ache all rolled into one shit sandwhich... |
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| 11:07pm 20/04/2005 |
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mood:  high
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so i was at 92nd and cicero today and what did i see?
MOTHERFUCKING TRAILOR HOMES!!
happy 420 bitchezzz
i went to old country buffet, i am totally about to shit/vomit 7 pounds. |
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| we rolled up on her back to get some burgers from wendy's |
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| 11:55am 14/04/2005 |
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mood:  bitchy
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i didnt fail as hard as i expected on that test, i got a 75.
im taking my baby to the woods.
i wanna take her everywhere, so little time so much to see.
i wrote a fantastic song in class today, complete with a viola part.
thats right,
a viola part.
the cta unveiled its budget cut plan.
arrrrgh!
ill just start biking everywhere.
everywhere.
i tried that enourmous breakfast sandwhich frm burger king this morning.
the only thing enourmous about it
was the size of heart attack i would get if i could acutally force myself
to eat
that entire
colostomy bag of a sandwich.
seriously.
there is a fucking reason that everyone is fat in america,
its cause they eat this crap.
my metabolism is quick now,
but theyll get me hooked on there "food"
and then when it slows down,
ill enFLATE!
i think im done with fast food,
beside for taco bell
i love it too much,
2 much.
oh and white castle.
how could i forget white castle. |
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| 11:52am 07/04/2005 |
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mood:  sad
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my babys goin out of town. :(
i still havent finished moving.
im gonna go on a shopping spree at american apperal that store is hawt.
so damn hawt. |
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| special favours come in 31 flavors... |
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| 01:57pm 05/04/2005 |
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mood: accomplished
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all i could think of was how much better it would be if the violent femmes were playing...
ok that wasnt all i could think of, but the thought crossed my mind. |
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| land of the free |
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| 10:34pm 31/03/2005 |
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mood: bitchy
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R.I.P. TERRI SHAVIO
it was time to let her go. seriously people. seriously.
on the subject im fucking discusted with these pro-lifers. they picket day after day over a brain dead womens feeding tube. but dont do shit everytime a person (innocent or guilty) is executed. i mean seriously, its almost discusting how much they care about someone who cant function, cant do anything at all really, because she was so badly brain dead, but dont do shit when a person who can function, feel and think are executed by their government, in the only developed nation to still carry out the henious act. the death penalty is flawed and has been proven so over and over again, where were the right to lifers when gary grahm was executed in texas? (under gov. bush) he was convicted and sentenced becase an eye witness said she thought it was him. and what did mister bush have to say to his last minute apeal? may god be with you. are you joking? this is the man who wanted congress to pass an emegerncy law to save a brain dead womans life but doesnt give a nigger a second chance to prove himself innocent. my favorite george bush irony, which i like better than the pro war desserter, is the fact that he is against abortion, even in the case of rape, but is for the death penalty. over 200 people were executed in texas during his term as govenor. but i digress, i see pictures of these people crying as the hold up their signs about how god wants terri to live. now i may be wrong but i took a class on religion at truman last year and if i remember correctly christians believe that god has a plan for everybody. so couldnt it be that god planed for terri to go brain dead, lay comatose for years and then die some 2 weeks after having her feeding tube removed? could that be possible? concevible? and is it possible that gods plan for all those aborted fetuses was just that? to be an aborted fetus? HELL NO! ABORTION IS MURDER! TERRI SCHIVO WAS MURDERED! and those people on death row? oh right an eye for an eye. is that how it goes? so heres my final stance. ABORTION- a woman should have a right to choose. maybe in a perfect christian world there is no accidental pregnancy. but in the real world it happens all the time. rape, broken condoms, carelessness, intoxication. it happens everyday. im not saying i love the idea of abortion. but it has to be an option. and on a completly realistic note it does help control the population of an already over populated planet. people are starving all over, you should have to have a kid unless you really want one. TERRI SCHAIVO- may she rest in peace, but it was time, she wasnt comming back it didnt make sense to keep her alive any longer. DEATH PENALTY- its completly wrong. an eye for an eye will make the whole world go blind. its far too flawed. i wouldnt even support it if was 100% fool proof. all the other developed nations of the world have realized this, why cant we?
i need some so co...
ian
EDIT...
the pope is passing as i type this. what a shame. although im not religious i was definately proud that the pope was polish. may he rest in peace. |
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